Lost

Feeling quite apathetic at the moment.  Apathetic:  indifferent, uninterested, listless, droopy, unconcerned, lethargic, lazy.

Yep, that’s what it is alright.  I’m having a difficult time just slogging through my duties here at work.  I didn’t think the events from last week would affect me like this.  After all, I’m a guy right?  It didn’t happen to me, it happened to my wife. I know, I know; it did happen to me too, but I just didn’t think the effects would last this long.  I figured it would happen, greave the loss and move on.  Surprise, surprise, things never seem to work out as you think they should do they?

For now, my practice is to try and just feel what I feel and not try to escape the feelings by going to food for comfort.  I fear, that’ll be a tough task today.